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I want more people to read my blog. Wait let me refrase that... If no one reads this, then I am just babbling on about my intimate thoughts to no one. Please read.

Today...

I talked to a very inspiring and expierienced man. He told me that he was applying for a job at a salon somewhere that is really known for good haircuts. He was put down and told he could never be good enough for hair styling (Today, while I got my haircut, I would beg to differ). He left and he learned through being an apprentice and about 3 years later he came back when the hair salon was having a sort of grand re-opening. He proved to them that he could do it, and even tought that guy some things. I heard that and it was so inspiring to hear.

October 5th...

October 5th is when something really exciting in my life is happening. I am going to a recording studio up in North Jersey, with the band, The Title. Nick, the singer of the band is a very good friend of Tom and I will be recording us and mastering each songs. This is the point in my life where I can start to prove to people that I can further my life's dream even though they have pushed me back. I thank Nick with my utmost greatness.

Being Straight Ege in a drug centered populas in school...

When I first moved to New Jersey, I was very uneasy on how people would take on being drug free, and alcohol free for that matter. One thing I can say was that alot of people thought that was wierd. Wierd!? Let me ask society something, what have we become? I'm wierd because I do not do drugs or alcohol!? Wow, it really confuses me to think that something so easy and smart is looked down upon as if I do things very unussually.
It just goes to show you how dumb "people" are at times. It is common sense, if you do not want to screw your life up, do not do drugs. Society knows what it does, so why do peopel still do it? It is not even these people that have messed up lives, theyr'e these people that have opportunities unlike other people and they ruin it. I'm am not sorry to those who read this and find it offensive. Drugs are completely piontless and so is alcohol

A song dedicated to my dad...

"Your World Taken Now By Anger"

Versus 1-
Look into the horizon
It is very demising
how three years from now
You'll wonder how
And why it's not here
And that's what you fear
You hope never to desire
But to keep on the wire
Of connection to your heart
So unfortunate for you
The disease only takes few
But it will tear you apart

Versus 2-
May you rest in peace and happiness
For you taught me the world
And the world I will carry on
(Repeats until fades)

This song is for the celebration of my father's life. It is also about a horrible disease that took such a grand and important person out of my life, called Cancer. The reaso it is called "Your World From Now Taken By Anger," is because when he was diagnosed with Terminal brain Cancer, he gradually was not himself anymore. As the he grew weak he grew angrier, and it was like he became insane, but I love my father, and I know that was not him.

Lyrics- "Maybe Jumping Off a Bridge Isn't Such a Bad Idea"

"Maybe Jumping Off a Bridge Isn't Such a Bad Idea"

Versus 1-
Let's all take a good look,
But let others make the decision
Let's put him with them because,
He does not read the book
Wait for the collision,
Of the body's division,
As they fall to their cause

Chorus-
Jump off the bridge,
Let's all hear what they think,
Of you now
Maybe they'll think your'e someone now

Versus 2-
You have your own oppinion,
But it doesn't matter at all,
Because when you listen to them,
You feel so small
Wouldn't you want to feel big and strong,
But every time you feel this,
There is a wall

Chorus-
Jump off the bridge,
Let's all hear what they think,
Of you now,
Maybe they'll think your someone now- x2

Versus 3-
Let's all jump off this bridge (repeated)

Chorus-
Jump off the bridge,
Let's all hear what they think,
Of you now,
Maybe they'll think your someone now
(repeated until fades on 5th time)

This song relates to the explanation on the few paragraphs I wrote called "This world..."

My sister...

My sister, the one in my life who I love the most and trust. She has a unique responsibility of protecting this country. She is a part of the Military Police in the U.S. army, and she is going to be stationed in Iraq in about a year. I write this because I contantly think about her and hope to god, she does not get hurt.
I also hope that others like her, in the mist of this terrible war of bomb-shed, they are alright and safe. I am against any war that is unnesisary like the the war in Iraq. Bring our troops home!