I moved to my birthplace in New Jersey when my father Dan died from terminal brain cancer. From the place where I consider myself truely raised in. I have made very fond and loving memories there with friends and my father. However when I lost my father to this horrible disease, I also lost my greatest friends life could offer. Despite all of these good memories I have made with my friends, they unlike me, are moving on. I have never met a person as hopeful as me, I love hope, it is the reason I try. The reason I bring up hope is because they have lost hope, and in the aftermath of that, it has made them move on.
I hold on so desperately, even though them leaving me behind has already started. Hints of them moving on are not clear to me right now but it is just enough to convince me that they are starting to let go.
I have lost too much in life, it even left scares, I hold on to things so meaningless, like pen caps, plastic things, small and unussual, it's very wierd. I hope I will accomplish my dreams of being in a band. And sincerelly hope that none of my friends move on.
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:[ i didn't know all this. i'm sorry will
it sucks but we're here for you.
and we will help in making sure your drams of being in a band are awesome and successful :]
[this is lizzy btw :P ]
Not to be a creepy stalker or anything...
but i got the link from Connor's facebook.
and I want you to know that I thought the same way you do, but yanno? you just gotta keep tight with the friends that mean the most and prove that they aren't forgetting you. i haven't.
<3 Sabrina
i miss you will, like alot. and believe me i have not moved on at all. i will never forget you cuz once i get my license i will be going down to Cape May more often because its a fantastic place. just hold on will, i miss you, we all do :)
ya will, we all miss u,
well i know i do, even if i barely new u
i hope ur dreams of being in a band do come true
and im sure they will
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